Journey to Exploration-I

It was Tuesday and 20th September, 1983 when I started my journey on the planet Earth. I started exploring the new and amazing things around me. I started recognizing different things and giving them different names. I discovered something beautiful and called it a flower, encountered another thing of the same type and thus started categorizing different flowers by different names. I identified various colours by various names, saw the sky high above me and gave that colour the name blue. Lot of new things (not all to mention here) were around me and explored them one by one. Slowly and slowly I started making my own paradoxes of beautiful and ugly, good and bad.
Then, I explored different words, their meanings; gave different things different names. Started giving people around me different relational names, explored the words’Mother’,’Father’,’Brother’,’Sister’ and lots more.
Slowly and slowly, my so-called knowledge grew on and my exploration diminished. The paradoxes ,perceptions I made in my mind made my mind narrow which once used to be so open and was willing to let enter in any new thing through its doors .And I was happy unknowing of this bitter fact.
Then, I went to school; discovered more new things, new experiences and made more and more fixed perceptions. My mind had increasing number of fixed ideas. This is bad, that is bad. But why? This I never dared to question or explore for myself.
Things went on like this only all the time ;College ,job ,everywhere…..Not that I was not discovering or exploring but that my inner urge to explore was diminishing all the time. Mind becoming more and more fixed all the time and a junk of more fixed ideas each time.
Today, at the age of 22, when in my silent mind, I introspect myself and my journey till now, I want myself again to go back the time when it was ‘20th September, 1983’ and my explorative and open mind was working at 100%.As a reader, you might think and laugh what I am saying .But, for once try to introspect yourself and may be you also find this thing true for you and try to understand why this happened.
Science has upto this time not developed that much to take in the past (may be after some years we find those things) but having the same exploration power and desire is what we can have. There are more things unexplored than explored in this world.
